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| Wow, I haven't blogged in a while.
Hi, Xanga, I feel really really really guilty for not updating these YEARS (mah gosh!).
I was busy with my personal issues, mostly boy issues, heh.
SOoo... last time I left off with being there for someone. Yes, an accomplishment that is I am still with this person. My current relationship is the longest relationship that I have ever had and hopefully I will ever have. There are a lot of dramas that I will talk about later, but for now, I'm happy. I'm happy to have him by my side. Even though he has his own ways to deal with me and I really hate it sometimes, I still love being with him. He spoils me to the max. I love being spoiled. He has a natural "hot" body. I love guys who are well toned. Seems like we compliment each other since he loves cute girls (and apparently, I am very very cute to him). We still haven't gotten tired of each other. (Hopefully we never will get tried of each other.) I was skeptical about being together with him because I have heard enough "I never thought relationship could be so demanding" in my life. I was actually half expecting him to give up on me when it came to our 5 month anniversary. I was his first gf. That means, he never had any experiences with relationships and thought he was ready to give up on me. He did ask me to break up with him, but for a complete different reason from what I thought it would be. He thought i no longer like him and thus, wanted me to be happy, and THEREFORE break up with me. What kind of BS is this?? So of course, in the end we did NOT end up seperating and in addition to that, we became stronger...now we are stronger than ever...
It's been too long, We've been too strong...Baby, we're stuck with each other. Stuck in love with each other..uhh, that's a song ...
Anyhoo, Enough blogging for now cuz i gotta run baby! got lecture in 15 mins!! Adios!
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| I finally understood him...He did took a lot of shit from me....
I felt so bad when Melfoy made him do the dishes as his punishment. I couldn't explain how I felt when I saw that happened. I want to be there for him...I will be there for him from now on.
ビビ分かる？今から私いつも君の傍にいるから、安心してね。ずっと愛するわよ。
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| 這是一個非常可愛的條例.
It's nothing much about me but i just love the LAWS.
Toddler Laws
1. If I like it, it's mine.
2. If it's in my hand, it's mine.
3. If I can take it from you, it's mine.
4. If I had it a little while ago, it's mine.
5. If it's mine, it must not ever appear to be yours in any way.
6. If I'm doing or building something, all of the pieces are mine.
7. If it looks just like mine, it's mine.
8. If I saw it first, it's mine.
9. If your playing with something and you put it down, it automatically becomes mine.
10.If it's broken, it's yours.
i can see you're smiling ..hehehe
祝大家天天過的很快樂. =]
Ta chat yel yin a thet ta yet poh shay hmar par. =D | | |
| USANA has taught me so much more than i ever could put into words. and by teach, i don't mean what we learn in school like talking or a lecture. That's how they teach us in schools. But that is not how life will teach us, and that is also not how USANA rolls, esp. Nor.Cal. I believe life is the best teacher of all. Most of the time, life won't talk to us. It just sort of pushes us around. Each push is life saying,"Wake up, There's something I want you to learn." Nor.Cal. woke us up already. All attentive members, getting super engergized for EVERY Saturday training, ALL ready and eager to experience a new push from life. Every Saturday training seems similar, but if you see it closely, every single day teaches you every little new thing that you'll probably never notice it yourself. That's why it's best not to miss ANY Saturday trainings because you'll miss out a LOT. Mr. Kiyosaki learned six very simple core lessons that his rich dad taught him, repeatedly over 30 yrs. Nor.Cal is doing the same thing. Drilling the core lessons into our minds so that it'll become our habit to think rich. Even after reading the first few chapters of Rich Dad, Poor Dad (by Robert Kiyosaki), it helps me understand soo much more why it's very important for me to keep going to Saturday trainings without fail. Even after about a few months in USANA has got me into thinking differently from those average people who are still working for money. Imagine what stage i will be in, if i continue to recieve trainings from Nor.Cal for many months!!! =D
I used to not understand Robert Frost's poem, "The Road Not Taken," but now i do. The very last lines of the poem said it all. That's exactly what i am doing right now, hand in hand with my other USANA family members;
"I shall be telling this with a sigh
Somewhere ages and ages hence;
Two roads diverged in a wood, and I--
I took the one less traveled by,
And that has made all the difference."
It's sooo true. We took the one less traveled by and that has made all the difference.
We think differently from the average people because we do NOT want to be average.
We want MORE...and that's why we are at where we are. =]
"Average people do two things:
Some just let life push them around, Others get angry and push back. But they push back against their boss, or their job, or their husband or wife. They don't know it's life that's pushing. They spend their lives blaming a job, low pay or their bosses for their problems. They live lives hoping for that big break that will solve all their money problems. Another type of people have no guts, they just give up every time life pushes them. These people will have lots of friends who really like them because they were such a nice hard-working people. They spent their lives playing safe, doing the right things. But the truth is, they let life push them into submission. Deep down they were terrified of taking risks. They really wanted to win, but the fear of losing was greater than the excitement of winning. Deep inside they and only they will know they didn't go for it. They chose to play safe.(tsk tsk tsk totally reminds me of Pye *shakes head*)" (Kiyosaki)
"The poor and the middle class work for money, the rich have money work for them."
Lesson No.1 learnt from Rich Dad, Poor Dad. It was a singular point of view that made ALL the difference over a lifetime.
THOSE WORDS ARE SOOO TRUE...WISH EVERYONE READS THIS BOOK. too bad, some people don't even see the value in it. I have to admit I was one of them. Thought it'd be boring. I judged that book by its cover. Too shallow of me to be that way, and it is ironical and contradicting because i'm allergic to "shallow" people.xD
Anyhoo...enjoy it, Justin. *winkwink* now you see why you should start carrying that book like a bible..like me.xP
今天我的秘密是想送給NawNaw一個很重要的禮物.
那就是這本書.希望他能看出來我的目的,也希望能看到送給這禮物的道理.=]
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| 小xanga, 好久沒見. 你還好吧.我這幾天非常好呀!每天看NawNaw E-給來的信.而且我還會信呢.
這幾天我覺得好高興. 尤其今天NawNaw came online!!! =D 好想跟他聊聊但沒見到他.今天才見面喔.我送給的信已經接到了. 他一全家都也已經發現他跟我是男女朋友了.真的讓人害羞.heehee但沒關係.我們不是已經談戀愛了嗎.今天他officially叫我sweetie ^o^.而且他還說我是他的女朋友呢.我真的好信福啊.有這麼可愛的男朋友在我心中.永遠永遠想跟他在一起.但這可能嗎.我不應該讓這個人進我的懷裡那麼深吧.還是我只怕我自己會愛上了他吧.只怕不能回頭.就會讓自己迷路.應為看起來我一定會愛上他的.我還會愛的很深呢.我真的好怕結果會傷害了自己....
我自己以為來不及了. 我已經失去我最重要的東西.但現在我才發現一切都來得及. 我只應該怕我不說 就怕我不做.只別讓遺憾繼續.像現在一樣.還是都來得及.我以前只躲不開應該有的情緒.結果我發現逃避點都沒有用.這些事情都會傷害了自己.只發現我的思念是一種病.不能痊癒.
只怕我自己會愛上你.不該讓自己靠的太近.怕我沒什麼能夠給你.但是想念只會让自己苦了自己.I'll end up saying..愛上你是我情非得已. =]
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